I fucking hate that I’m so extremely sensitive. I fucking hate that I get attached so easily and when I do I lose myself completely. I fucking hate that I can’t express my feelings and they just build up inside me and torture me. I fucking hate that I’m always afraid people will leave me. I fucking hate that I always feel so small and never good enough.
2015 will be a selfish year. My time and focus will be invested on me. On improving myself. I want to become a better person physically and mentally. I want to let go of my fears and learn to love myself.
― (via soulsscrawl)
The reason I never say ‘I love you’ first,
is because I don’t know if you’re going to say it back
And I can’t handle you not saying it back because that will fucking tear me apart
is because I don’t know if you’re going to say it back
And I can’t handle you not saying it back because that will fucking tear me apart
― (via ensykeslopedia)